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and those day dreamings are once again, over. i never knew this is all going to happen. i never wanted things like this. never like em too. i wanted to have a normal feeling to certain someone. but everytime i shot my eyes to a person, he just did the same thing as my ex-s. never wanted to break anybody's heart, yup that's their motto. but in reality, that was all bullshit. i wonder why my love stories've never been a happy ending. oh ya, true love doesn't have endings.

really, now i know that i liked u a lot. reflected on how many tears i dropped. and how deep u've shed my heart. euw i sounded gross. but yeah, reality's reality. u cant hide the fact forever right? u cant disguise urself forever. u'll have to get out someday. and face the truth. yeah the truth hurts. but i know lies worst. i wish i could scream right now. how could u be soooo stupid nad? so naif. so childish. cant u grow up. and i guess the missing letter will remain missing, huh?