wish you knew.

i wish you would've known. how everything hurts me so bad. how i wish i would've never met you. and to rewind everything. every memory that i've known for this past 1 year or so. every heartbeat that i spent with you that felt just a waste after what happened. for once in my life i felt wrong to trust somebody. and how it hurts me that, that person is you. why shd it be you? i wish it was someone else. and i wish i could forget about everything. do you know how much i suffer? for what you did? for what you've done? what did i do wrong that i have to feel this? did i hurt you when we end this? until you have the heart to do that. hhh, i wanted so bad to hate you, to not to think about you. why cant i do that? even though you've broke my heart to little pieces, it's like i could still have the least of love in that pieces. oh how i wish you knew what it felt. to feel left out, to feel betrayed, and oh i hate it. i hate you so much. but i hate myself even more cause i cant seem to get over you that easy. good luck with what's her name. if i could only tell you how it feels, it's like you're trying to heal your wound with a lemon juice. horrible. sickening. and a pain in the butt. god, i wish you knew..