Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Thank you

hey you guys. well, today is june the 16th, and i just had the worst day. well i broke up with my boyfriend. and yea, it didnt go that well. but at least i got to see his face for the last time. and i felt relief now that i dont have to hide anything from him. not that i kept something from him, it's just that sometimes if i was mad at him, well i lied. i told him that i am fine. and now since we're not together anymore.. so, yeah. and to tell u the truth, i an feeling a little bit upset, and i well, i'm still thinking of him. and i hope he dont return to the old him. and i am wishing the best for him. for me too. and i know that maybe he will hate me or he wont talk to me for a while, but i hope that that conversation we had, the last one, would be worth for both of us. and just incase u read this, a, i want to thank you, for all you've done for me, for that flowers that you bought me, for that dolls you gave me, and for every time that we spent together, the good ones and the bad ones. and i also thank you for letting me have you for this time, that you were serious dating me, and i am thankful to Allah that i met you, and i am sorry because i made a lot of mistakes when i'm with you. and i know that i hurt your feelings, too. and although you often hurt my feelings, you sometimes annoyed me and i am often angry at you, but you gave me the best 10 months and 10 days i have ever had, thank you :')

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