Not good

relationship doesnt always go like you wanted it to be. it has bumpy roads. and you just dont always have the patience to it.. maybe what's best for it was to be away from your........boyfriend. it's not easy to break up. in fact it suck. a lot. and yet you cant just forget about it. you think you're strong enough to handle the pressure. i think i am strong enough to hold it........

but i just cant. i cant leave my past just like that. i dont even want him to be the part of my past. after all this time i hated people who's breaking up and then they're like still texting.. well like they're still dating. but the situation is different.. we dont say aku kamu, well that's for starter, we're just being friends like other people, right? right. friend. oh for crying out loud. i dont wanna go through something like this again. there aren't any perfect human in this world right? but Nabi Muhammad of course. 

today's supposed to be a good day. despite the fact that i broke up.....-.- i can only do nothing invariably hope for the best. yeah that's it..